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[21 Aug 2006|10:11pm] |
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AOL radio. |
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I want to cry. Because I'm trying so hard but it's not hard enough. In school I mean. Failed a Psychology quiz today because I totally forgot about it so didn't study over the weekend. And I looked at the questions and had no idea what they were asking. I tried to study for the chapter test tomorrow, but I can't concentrate and it's all so confusing. I'm incredibly fustrated. I promised myself I would do well this year.
Ryan started his new job today which means less time together. He's my motivator. And my confidence.
Tomorrow I'm going with him grocery shopping after he gets off his first job. We're going to have dinner together. My Daddie's fixing my camera so I'm taking my camera with me. Then I have to miss him like hell until Saturday and even then we have limited time together.
And I'm scared for David. I love him so much. I cry for him. I leave him comforting messages when he doesn't answer his cell.
I miss Eddie like crazy. But I got off the phone with him a little while ago. He seems to be doing so well. I can't wait to see his mohawk. Did I mention I miss him? I did get to watch a movie with him the other day. It was nice to spend some time with the bestfriend.
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| These days. |
[13 Aug 2006|05:55pm] |
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Ill Nino |
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So, I never got a chance to really update because our computer crapped out and I only got to use my Brother's every once in a while. But we got a new laptop and it's great. I thought I'd start updating more often and be a better LJ friend.
Things are good. Back in school and I can tell this year is going to try it's hardest to kick my ass. But I'm really going to try.
I'm his princess.
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2 take a drag
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| Sweet. |
[28 Jul 2006|07:45pm] |
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Sarah McLachlan |
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I'm good. Really good.
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2 take a drag
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| This is happy. |
[09 Jul 2006|09:09pm] |
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The Cure |
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I know I haven't updated in forever. But things have been way up and down. Mostly up the past week though.
Today was emotional. But I can't really explain why.
Oh, and Caitlin met a boy. And he's wonderful. And makes me feel pretty. We walk on the beach for hours and walk through the malls like a cute elderly couple. We're going to Busch Gardens on Tuesday. OH the butterflies in my stomach!!
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5 take a drag
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bored
